Reluctance :
Does the word reluctant have any meaning to you, if so this isn't for you but that's me being sincere, however this must be like a police officer calling you and the first thing you hear is a member of your family has died. your first instinct is to hang up and pretend its not real however, you cant, you don't want to know whats happened and/or who, but you want to know even more, your curiosity takes hold and you are set for something that will hurt unless your completely cold and have no remorse. The idea of hiding from the truth makes people so unaware of there actions, only aware in others. I like the idea of believing in fate, the idea of all your actions being predetermine must give so many people comfort in who they are and their faults. My idea of fate is like a security blanket, it will keep
you warm but wont make your life any warmer, the world will still be a cold place. 
Runaway:
Maybe that's the muse that a life needs, time to pack your bags and runaway from all your troubles. it wont get you anywhere fast but it will eventually get you somewhere if your patient and believe that what your doing is rite before your in the middle of nowhere. We would all like to believe our friends will miss us, they will forget. that's the beauty of making your
own decisions, only we will understand them. Do you really think if you cant see whats really happening that it wont be there?
"The most beautiful world will only be seen when you are blind to it's corruption"
Distraction :
Some of us like to wish away our problems by distorting our perception on the matter. To feel as if you have no care in the world until your sober, an expensive and pretentious means to a false form of happiness. I admire junkies and alcoholics, they choose to indulge themselves, knowing that it will kill them, it will destroy there friendships and will destroy everything that they once were.
Fight :
I guess some of us would choose to fight however do we know what to fight or how? How can you fix what broken if you don't know what it is? Strive to be someone that doesn't know what they want or how to dictate rite from wrong, mealy try everything they can possibly do to be happy. These people are the ones that buy self help books that all state in the front cover that you have already made progress because you know you have a problem. I don't see how people could find that comforting. What happened to independence? The biggest problem i see is people trying to be everything the world tells them to be because the world tells them who they are isn't good enough but people are too stupid to realize.
